Goal

I have a goal now. A chain of events has occured to propell me towards this goal. I've picked up a couple new things, or rather picked up some things again- the first one being piano lessons. After a 10 year hiatus, I started lessons again. Hopefully this will help decrease my performance anxiety. I'm currently cleaning out my old photo collection- let me just tell you that I have well over 12 rubbermaid LARGE tubs full of pictures- whether snap shots from Junior High, High School, College or beyond... but also a lot of my old photography class projects etc. I don't like to throw away photographs....or even negatives... and I have a TON of them. Anyway, I found a bunch of pictures that I actually like the look of me in... and I realize I haven't had one of those for YEARS. Perhaps our wedding was the last time? So my goal is to get in shape enough to actually LIKE a picture of me again... perhaps by the end of summer? Perhaps as long as it takes? I dunno... something just snapped.... Well, whatever snapped yesterday caused me to spend 30 min on the treadmill yesterday walking/running intervals.....don't know how long that will last, but I think I'm going to do it again today.

The treadmill thing is more of a way to get me back into exercising at all- because I ordered this work out DVD called 30 - day shred- which my friend from home is going to help keep me honest about...but I also think M is going to do it with me as well. I figured if i started that right away with out any easing into it, I would die. Literally. So here's to hoping I can ease into it.

I hope to run a blog on the daily progression of 30-day shred... stay tuned!